7/21/20: 8 of Cups

I pulled this card a couple hours ago but didn't have the chance to write about it before getting caught up in work. I was wondering what I needed to think about leaving behind.

Just received an email from [org] that might be the end of my exhibition. I think I need to be ready to let this opportunity go, and start over again. Try to find a new venue, try to piece together a different opportunity and place for this show to live. There have been so many disappointments and real tragedies this year--not only for myself, but for our collective humanity--but this hurts all the same. I thought this year would turn out/be very different than what it is, I imagine we all did. It still feels unreal to have to be letting so much go. Everything, it feels like. There is so much grief.